Hope will fall tonight with broken wings
As closed eyes feel the cold winds embrace
Descending entity in me


Name: 조엘황진원 ; Joel ; ジョエル is ししざ - J ; Leo - J.
Temasek Polytechnic Accounting & Finance.
Euphoric & temperamental melodies, medleys, songs.
Ascendancy & control in movements of the body.
Equilibirum in all aspects.
The physics of equipoise..
& manipulation of reality.
For reality is just but an illusion..
that occurs due to the lack of alcohol.

I live for
Dance. Love. Knowledge. Music.








Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 12:10 AM

felt really sick today..
maybe i shouldn't have went for dance yesterday night.
 waking up with sore throat, realising you're breathing through your mouth..
because you've got a blocked nose and a splitting headache,
is a really bad experience.

spent the whole day at home resting..
mayo came over around the night time with some self-cooked chicken soup.
dad and mum were impressed.. haha.
although i couldn't taste a thing because of the flu i finished my big bowl of it,
 and felt better after that.. thanks mayo.
hope i get better tomorrow.

happy birthday mum (:




Thursday, November 05, 2009, 12:47 AM

dance with the enemy.

school had been nice to me for the past few days,
most probably rewarding me for my efforts in waking up early every single day.

just a few days ago,
international finance livened my day up..
with the jokes and funny stuff that were happening.
and today, communication skills with free m&ms, 1 hour 'discussion',
fun classmates..

"offenders will by thrown by Leo's judo moves."
made me laugh pretty hard when i had to accept the fact that,
we actually submitted that to the tutor last tutorial.

what more could i have asked for, haha.
the tutor even said he was impressed with some presenters -
and i was one of them .. ^-^'

today didn't end very well though.




Tuesday, November 03, 2009, 12:50 AM

"The Pursuit of Perfection."



i will own a lexus one day.

passed my FTT today!
saw aty at CDC as well (:




Sunday, November 01, 2009, 12:52 AM

high society.

woke up early today for breakfast cum lunch at meritus mandarin hotel..
some chinese restaurant on the 35th floor.

the orange juice that cost $10.50.

the glass is really interesting eh?
the first time i set my eyes on it i really fell for it..
thought it was gonna topple.

yummy shark's fin soup.

went to takashimaya later to shop around..
they actually do have interesting things for homes there.

headed to vivo city later..
where i got a new pair of crocs slippers!
then we took a break at bakerzin where i finally had my ice latte craving settled.
the last time i had it was before i left for hokkaido.. so long ago.

headed home with a happy stomach,
while reading up on the FTT book while in my dad's car.
it was pouring then.. as recently it always had been.

cousin's family along with grandpa and grandma decided to drop by,
and i let the kid out of me by playing SWAT with my cousins..
planning and having missions on how to assassinate and shoot the adults,
with joey's nerf guns.

time passed really quickly today,
and as midnight approached,
joey and i went with my cousins to dunman food court.
to have some frog porridge and wanton mee (:
supper was settled just like that.

okay i'm going to play my ninja gaiden 2 sigma now.
don't jealous!




Saturday, October 31, 2009, 2:16 AM

rendezvous.

past few days had been hectic.. so busy with so many things.
wished i had more than 24hours for each day.
there's an endless list of things i want to and have to do.

living here in casa merah somehow..
made my sleeping habits change.
i don't know why but.. i always wake up before 12noon now.
and end up taking late afternoon naps more often than usual.
still, i'm starting to really settle down here already.

many things will be coming up.. and i'm going to be so busy,
i can feel them coming :/
recital, dreams 2, driving lessons,
natashastudio performance rehearsals,
group projects.. sigh.

taking a break is for a longer journey ahead..
and i think it's time i do that mentally and physically.
i've been so tired out, and the bruises and cuts i've got aren't helping.
no inspiration lately.. no new trailers or footages.
so.. unmotivated.

many random things happened the past week.
like how i went into the wrong sociology class for the first week,
introduced myself and kinda settled into the class..
just to find out the next week that my real class is actually next door.
so i resettled into the new class and made some friends.. again.
so practically i'm friends with people of both classes, lol.
people in my group are mostly year ones i think..

i've been driving on the roads already,
with the instructor beside me.
his name is patrick.. and he's been really nice to me.
despite me always being late.. always -.-
drove from CDC to temasek polytechnic once, and back.
was quite an experience (:

hiphop 4.. (:
they did well.. didn't let me down.
glad they enjoyed the time they had on the stage that day.

i think it'll take some time before i forget this..
the most jialat forfeit i've ever gotten, rofl.
the night was fun though.. chilling with ftc (:

joey and my mum went to night safari again just earlier tonight,
i didn't get to join them because of recital.

look abit like brothers, right!?

he diao me.

i diao him back.

peh face LOL.

FTC till infinity.

my maid was being surprisingly thoughtful today.
i was on the phone when there was a thunderstorm..
and when i headed out of the house for recital training,
she tried her best to tell me not to use the phone when there's lightning.
although she didn't know the exact word 'lightning'.

gonna lunch at mandarin hotel tomorrow with my family.
rest..




Saturday, October 24, 2009, 12:47 AM

warmth.

it's not difficult to notice and savor life's simple pleasures..
if we just take some time to stop and do so.




Thursday, October 22, 2009, 1:30 AM

here comes.. school.

when mayo stayed over that night when i finally just moved in,
we went to the 24hr shop&save nearby to shop (:
that was still the holidays.

now those days are over i guess.. sadly.
today saw me waking up early.. like at 8am.
rushed everything, headed to school for my 9am tutorial.
to find out that there was no tutorial for OTC medication this week.. great.
thankfully i had harris, stan and joycelyn accompanying me for awhile.

tired me headed for my commskills tutorial..
then met up with mayo to go t2 for sakae buffet with harris and vivian.
all of us were so damned full after that.. but it was a good meal (:
been awhile since my buds tasted chawanmushi already.

headed home.. and rushed to CDC for my driving lesson.
the instructor, patrick, seemed like a very nice guy (:
i was already kinda tired out by then but i tried my best to stay focused.

first lesson, and i already drove around the circuit a few times..
doing turns, signalling, overtaking, reversing.
woah.
was fun though.. hopefully i can keep up.

i love my mayo (: